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  • havenfall by sara holland: book review

    havenfall by sara holland: book review

    havenfall by sara holland is a ya fantasty fiction book. my copy came through from my illumicrate march ‘world’s collide’ box and is a beautiful copy with blue sprayed edges, signed bookplate and ribbon bookmark. here’s the synopsis:

    “maddie morrow knows that havenfall is more than it seems. beneath the beautiful sprawling inn lie the hidden gateways to three ancient realms. byrn, fjordenkill and solaria. maddie’s destiny is here, rooted in her family’s promise to protect the fragile alliance between the worlds. but when a brutal murder shatters the peace and someone she loves stands accudsed maddie must step forward to protect the place – and the people – she cares for the most. her safe haven will never be the same again.”

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    first impressions of havenfall by sara holland

    i’ve seen this book all over bookstagram and i absolutely love the cover, it’s gorgeous. the book is pretty small for a hardback and just over 300 pages long. for me this is a great sized read and one i can tackle in just a few days i’m sure. the synopsis sounds really intriguing. i’ve read other work by sara holland before and enjoy her writing so my first impressions are positive.

    the first few chapters

    these were really full of detail in the writing and you already know a lot about maddie, where and why she’s going, a bit of a secret she’s carrying and that she’s kind of not supposed to be doing what she’s doing. she comes across as pretty introverted yet someone that has found and knows her place and just wants to be there. i completely empathise with her rebellious reasoning. the first couple of chapters introduce havenfall really well too and had a feeling of anticipation for what was waiting for maddie at the inn. even though it’s in a realm without magic, it felt magic, as maddie says.

    havenfall book review (may contain spoilers)

    Frustratingly, I ended up giving this book about three stars. It started off so well but throughout the middle I was just getting so frustrated with Maddie. She comes across as so naive and indecisive, the kind of person in real life that would really frustrating. I get that she’s only 17 and not every 17 year old knows exactly what they want to do with their life. I know they have moments of being distracted or not seeing the big picture. I also know I wasn’t like that at 17 and so it really frustrates me reading about something I actually can’t really empathise with. I just can’t get into the story as much or in the head of the character. Maybe that’s because I’m older? I don’t know. I know this frustration was shared.

    I found some of the plot points really predictable too and quite obvious. When the reader finds things obvious ages before the protagonist I just find it’s not good planning really. Sometimes it felt like the book was trying to go into another direction but because of Maddie’s character I just ended up getting annoyed and frustrated with her not seeing what was truly obvious. I think my partner suggested I DNF (do not finish) the book at one point but I’d already invested my time into the first half and hoped it redeemed itself.

    The book does redeem itself but not in the all compassing way I found, for example, Crescent City did, which I ended up giving a five star review because of how it pulled through and blew up in my face. Haven Fall just didn’t do that for me. There were a couple of little surprises and turn of events that weren’t completely predictable but it just didn’t lift the plot as much as I wanted it to.

    In the end I didn’t hate the book but it isn’t one I’ll be rereading any time soon. The writing itself is really well done and interesting. The concept is brilliant and some of the side chracters are really compelling. I would like to know more about the world, a few more of the whys and perhaps a more confident Maddie or even another character taking the helm.

    havenfall by sara holland

    One of my goals for 2020 is to read 52 books or around one a week. Some might be new, some are ones I’ve had for a while or been meaning to read, some I haven’t quite finished yet and some will be recommendations from others. You can see all the books I’ve read so far on my Good Reads 2020 Reading Challenge.

  • hold back the tide: book review

    hold back the tide: book review

    hold back the tide by melinda salisbury was included in the book box club mythical monsters april box. it’s a book reminisent of the industrial past in the highlands of scotland. i read the book within a couple of days and it was book 22 on my 52 books reading challenge this year. i rated it 5 stars on good reads. you can purchase the book using my affiliate link on amazon below.

    put back on the shelfie – hold back the tide by melinda salisbury. a chilling read set in the highlands of scotland.

    i really did love this book, it was gripping and chilling and had such a creepy atmosphere throughout. i would describe the book as subtle horror. it’s done in such a way that it’s not just the threat that keeps you reading but the mystery because you want to know the truth and the secondary antagonist is an excellent driving force too. at just over 300 pages this book is written well, it’s interesting and the feeling of sheer dread is intertwined with every sub plot. one thing i really appreciate is that the author doesn’t cop out at all for the sake of the readers feelings. she tells the story in it’s complete which i really liked.

    alva, the main protagonist of the book is a really interesting character. the fact that it starts with her guide to living with a murderer is really interesting. you do see her as a little cold throughout the book, very isolated and alone, but ultimately you understand why she’s the way she is from the very first page. she’s mature beyond her years for this but it’s clear to tell she has a good heart and wants to be useful and helpful.

    i found the feeling of isolation quite poignant with everything going on in the real world right now. it’s a struggle being and feeling isolated in a town with access to all of the things but being in the situation alva is in, a cut off village in the highlands, particularly right now, must be incredibly hard. thankfully, i don’t think anyone is dealing with what alva had to do. the description of the village, the mountain and the loch is done really well and i could imagine the setting throughout really clearly.

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  • illumicrate ‘world’s collide’ unboxing

    illumicrate ‘world’s collide’ unboxing

    despite the delay and the march world’s collide box coming a little later than scheduled it arrived on 6th april so only a little bit behind schedule. completely understandable with everything going on! i’d actually forgot the theme for this box because i’d been reading more about the april theme but still my box is here, i’m happy and i have a new book and a readalong to join in with. sadly one of the items has been delayed and aims to be sent in the april box later in the month. the previous box was themed ‘sparks fly’.

    the worlds collide march box from illumicrate included

    burning crowns mug designed by @rosiethorns88 featuring aelin and rowan from the throne of glass series. i love this mug, it’s stunning and the artwork is so good!
    shrestha candle by amelia’s kitchen candles inspired by strange the dreamer
    city of brass foiled print artwork by slaymate on tumblr
    drink me keychain designed by @itsbabypears and inspired by alice in wonderland
    his dark materials neckalce designed by @hannahhitchmanart and featuring pantalaimon and lee scoresby’s balloon. this is the item that has been delayed.
    collectible coin featuring a faerie king and his queen – but the one i have just seems to feature jude duarte – which is fine it’s a lovely coin.

    illumicrate unboxing for the march ‘world’s collide’ box

    the book of the month is havenfall by sara holland and i was thrilled to receive this exclusive book with signed bookplate, ribbon bookmark and blue sprayed edges. i saw so many people reading this arc and it looked and sounded so good. i enjoyed some of sara hollands previous books too, everless being one of them, so i’m looking forward to reading this book. here’s the blurb:

    “hidden deep in the mountains of colorado lies the inn at havenfall, a sanctuary that connects anciety wolrds, each with their own magic, together. for generations, the inn has protected all who seek regude within its walls, and any who disrupt the peace can never retgurn. for maddie morrow, summers at the inn are more than a chance to experience this magic first-hand. havenfall is an escape from reality and it’s where one day she hopes to inherit the role of innkeeper from her beloved uncle. but this summer, the impossible happens: a dead body is found, shattering everything the inn stands for. with her uncle gravely injured, and a dangerous creature on the loose, maddie suddenly finds herself responsible for the safety of everyone in havenfall…and she’ll do anything to uncover the truth.”

    i think the best thing in the box is the mug for me. i love the design and i’m a huge fan of the throne of glass series. the artwork is great but i will have to switch out some of my older mugs to make space but it’s totally worth it. i love the collectible coins too although i don’t have very many. they’re magnetic so can be kept on the fridge for safe keeping. i also really love the little key chain. alice in wonderland was a big favourite of mine growing up so it’s lovely to have a bit of a keepsake like this.

    the theme for april is squad goals which sounds really cool and i can’t wait to see what will be included in the next box. fandoms include squads from the witchlands, aurora rising, lord of the rings, gilded wolves and more. i love the witchlands and lord of the rings, i’m yet to read the other books but i’m sure the merch will encourage and inspire me to learn more about these series!

  • behind the scenes of my ig photo set ups

    since the start of the year i have been changing my instagram around. i’m now managing three accounts but focusing on growing one right now and so far it’s going pretty well. i’m trying really hard to find a photo theme and setup up that i really like and what aesthetic i think works well. i’m trying to take better photos with my camera and my phone. i’m trying to display flatlays differently. it’s been fun!

    i try to set up and take all of my photos in one weekend for the following month which can be really exhausting and very time consuming. i then go on and schedule them through the facebook creator tool. i have a business account so i’m currently playing around with peak posting times to see how they make a difference to my my engagement and i’m def seeing some changes.

    what photo props do i have?

    currently i have two vinyl backdrops from capture by lucy. they’re seconds (not that i can tell the difference) that i picked up from blogon in september last year. i have a pink and a brown one. i want to move to cooler, darker photos and i think the brown copper one does this better. i might look to get another in the future that might offer a bit of contrast but still remain in the same theme.

    i’ve also got a little selection of artificial flowers, a strip of black lace, candles, paperclips, coasters, gems and frames. i’m still playing about with these and finding what i like to photograph.

    mostly, i’m taking pictures of books and book boxes. thanks to book boxes i’ve got more useful items as well as props to photograph, and i’m getting new bookish merchandise which fits some of the fandoms. when it comes to choosing the book to photograph. i know to some a book photo might not be their type of thing to follow but oh my gosh there is a big and wondeful community that are totally bookish and i love it.

    choosing what to photograph

    currently i’m looking for photo challenges to join in with. this helps me find book specific hashtags that people are joining in with. it also helps to give me some inspiration and ideas of what to post. sometimes i’m not very familiar with the abbreviations or what the prompts mean. the book boxes i get also have regular photo challenges and prompts so i like to join in with those to show off my unboxings as well as being in with a chance to win a free box. i have a lot of books and new ones coming in from book boxes so i can change the theme. i’ve also found small businesses that do bookish merchandise such as madame alchemie and ash and quill candles which have lovely products which can help theme photos.

    how my photos have changed

    i cant offer any advice as i’m no photographer but im really pleased with how my photos have changed from the start of the year. as you can see below the first few changes took a bit of time to come through. there was all sorts of filters, no consistency at all and no real theme or aesthetic

    i then tried to change to creating a theme throughout march but i wasn’t particularly happy with it in the end. it didn’t really feel like the sort of theme i could do forever. but i felt i did a better job with the lighting and enjoyed trying to do different things with this one.

    my last few pictures have been quite different. i took the time to set up a corner in my living room to create a sort of backdrop and keep the theme consistent. however i think i used the wrong table because there wasnt a lot of space which really limited how much i could move about.

    what i do like about this one is the darker photo and the pops of colour which is how i’d like to move forward with the types of photos i take. they’re not perfect but they’re becoming better and i’m having a bit of fun with the creative side of this. i’m following many bookish accounts who take beautiful pictures that brighten up my feed. they’re fantastic inspiration.

    i think for may i want to stick with setting up a specific area, keeping the darker background and then sticking to one colour. i might leave the photo challenges for this unless they fit the theme rather than trying to theme my photos around the prompts. hopefully over the next few months something will develop from this and i’ll have a theme i’ll be happy with.

  • small things that are keeping me going right now

    we are all going through some weird feelings and emotions right now. i thought i would share a few of the smaller things that are keeping me going right now. as much as it’s good being with loved ones it’s hard and when you’re trying to semi-educate and entertain a toddler and continue working and have an unwell partner at home who has been laid off and doesn’t know when he’s going to next get paid any money – well, these become testing and trying times for all of us.

    many people have said they have no self care in place right now or i am seeing their partners aren’t helping at home or getting frustrated with the kids when they’re trying to work. it’s really rubbish and i imagine there are a lot of relationships and marriages feeling the strain right now. please support each other, continue to communicate and let the other half know what you’re struggling with. it is hard finding a schedule that suits everyone, and encouraging everyone to get involved. honestly, the mental load has never felt quite so strong right now. just the other day adam asked me where a sweet treat for felix was, whilst he was in the kitchen and i was annoyed because it’s apparently my responsibility to tell him rather than him looking for something properly. it seems trivial but these sort of things are going to feel so much worse with the current situation being what it is.

    we are all feeling the tension, stress and anxiety and so i encourage you to try and practise some form of self care if and when you can. use your time to have a walk alone, if you can, or a run, a jog. have a bath, read a few chapters of a book, lock yourself a way for 15 minutes and sob into a pillow. cook something, or don’t. have a nap. just try and fins something each day that you’re doing that makes you feel better.

    so anyway more to the point here are a few things i am trying to do just to help

    cooking a fresh meal with our hello fresh/gousto boxes – i know these are hard to get hold of right now and not everyone can get one but these have been so helpful to us. we’ve got fresh ingredients, it limits us going to the store, it’s contactless delivery with the courier and gives us a portion or two of veg. the actual action of preparing and cooking a meal properly is something i’ve missed and lacked on over recent years. we are all trying new foods, some have been hit or miss, but it’s something that we are enjoying.

    facetiming and checking in with family. we have a couple of whatsapp groups with friends and family, we have facetime and whatsapp video calling. seeing people on camera really helps give a bit of normality to everyone that we can’t spend time with right now.

    playing video games. it’s something we’ve always done and now we have playstation now we can revisit a few old games we’ve missed or haven’t tried yet. it’s a bit of actionable escapism. it stops us going out. there are multiplayer options too so we can all get involved. we got felix his own toy controller so he joins in too.

    reading books. this is very much part of my self care, i have a kindle and a fully stocked to be read shelf which i’m getting through nicely. i’ve also got some audiobooks and some fun playlists to listen to whilst cooking or tidying up. having a good sing a long to some fun favourites is helping keep our spirits up.

    a note on book boxes and deliveries. many of the things i’ve ordered or i’m expecting to deliver this month have been on order since the start of march when things were still hard to get hold of with all the delays going on. they’re now coming through with my subscriptions. i have thought about pausing some of these but also it’s that little bit of normality that is keeping me going. it’s very tough because the supply and demand keeps people in work – but the supply was interupted, and it’s also a smaller business, rather than a chain shop. it’s hard because it’s like helping out smaller businesses in these times is keeping businesses afloat but on the other hand it’s making people work, and then again it’s also keeping couriers, often on zero hour contracts or no sick pay, in work and earning for their families. a bit of a snowball affect really.

    we will also be getting easter eggs for the kids and doing a small easter egg hunt in the flat. we never have before, well, we got easter eggs, but not a hunt, and it will be alongside an essential shop, because i think it’s really important to give kids some normality too. older ones will know what easter is about but not quite get why they can’t have an easter egg even though they are still in the shops.