Candyfloss & Dreams

Waiting Mode

February 25, 2024

It's a pretty coming trait amongst ADHDers to have time blindness. The concept of time is unfathomable to me. I sit here writing this having already procrastinated and distracted myself from writing this post several times, knowing I need to be ready to leave the house at 9.10am this morning, knowing how long it takes me to get ready so I've given myself enough time to sort my stuff out. Morning appointments are absolutely better for me, providing I've woken up at a reasonable time, ... Read more

Kinda Like a Dragon (Quest)?

February 1, 2024

Having never played any Yakuza game in my life, picking up Yakuza: Like A Dragon with very little context on the series was a choice, largely dictated by the availability on Game Pass, seeing two odd screenshots in a discord server and exactly one commendation of someone saying they liked it. I remember seeing many memes following release footage of Like A Dragon: Infinite Wealth and Final Fantasy 7: Rebirth including a trailer full of random features that did intrigue me but probably ... Read more

Full Moon in Leo – Monthly Illuminations

January 25, 2024

I got a planner for 2024 that encourages monthly full moon illuminations and new moon reflections. It's an interesting idea and something I'd like to try and stick to as a way of journaling. I probably won't write a blog post for each and every one but I'm also feeling a desire to write so it makes sense to go with it. With the moon at it's fullest it's a time when things should be coming to fruition, or realisation. It's a good chance to get ready to, prepare and let things go as the ... Read more

I Tried to Complete Persona 3 Portable in Three Days

January 15, 2024

I could have left playing Persona 3 Portable in such a short space of time honestly. These games aren't exactly known for being done quickly. I know, for one, having already played Persona 4 Golden and Persona 5 Royal. However, nothing kicks in my ADHD hyperfocus quite like a deadline, particularly if it's something I enjoy. So how did I do, did I manage to actually complete Persona 3 Portable in three days? A game that on average takes around 65 hours to complete if you're just there ... Read more

125 Hours of Balders Gate 3

January 10, 2024

Spoilers below for the RPG video game by Larian Studios Balders Gate 3 based on Dungeons & Dragons. Balders Gate 3 is an incredibly good game and worth putting in the long hours to get to the end of the story. I finished a complete play through last night which was the second campaign I started after kind of messing things up on my first campaign and deciding to start again. I have since gone back to my original campaign knowing more, being able to play better and to see if I ... Read more